Don:t think about all the things you fear, just be glad to be here... be here... be here...

ahh what a wonderful morning of doing nothing but lounging around and cleaning. i haven:t cleaned my appt in two weeks and i was starting to feel guilty about it. i don:t know about this whole living in a space you have to take care of thing... too much hype if you ask me. i start to miss it when i:m gone, i start to feel bad i:m not keeping it tidy, i feel like i:m going to Japanese hell when i walk on its tatami mats with my shoes... but honestly, sometimes slipping off my shoes to grab one thing i forgot just reeks of effort i don:t have!

this past weekend i went to Tokyo... i wrote a lil thing on michelle:s computer about it... let me see if i can upload...