SHikoku, i:m sure, is serene and beautiful and a wonderful place to visit. our experience however proved to be hands down the worst vacation in my history of vacations! i mean, it was hilarious and interesting and hysterical, but from the standpoint of a trip that:s meant to relax, it was teh farthest thing from it! i feel like i:m still reeling from it.

thank buddha malaysia is 21 days away.

and tokyo disneyland is two weeks after that!

tonite i:m going to cafe del mar witht he crew for nomihodai. i:m so tired and ready to pass out but i:ve been in a state all day and i think it:s best if i had some human contact to save me from going totally beserk and throwing myself into yet another fit of OH GAD WHO AM I OH MY GOD I:M REALLY GOING CRAZY OH GAD OH GAD WHAT IF THIS DOESNT STOP AND I:M CRAZY FOREVER??? meh. chalk it up to another day in my life.

and the fact that i quit smoking. again. i think i:ll roll on three month intervals...

tomorrow Taka and I are taking a lil road trip woooo hooo three hours north to sendai. he only gets one day off a week this entire month, apparently he:s some kinda of robot machine that can work insane hours, and not really a human with limits of stress and needs for relaxation. or so thinks NOVA...

there are periods when the sole reason for my existence is that i have an upcoming weekend to look forward to. it:s a crappy outlook sometimes, but trust me, you can only take so much screaming and crying and anal punching (what:s the DEAL with that anyway... why do kids always go for the ass??) and boob petting (another freaky thing some of my kids do that makes me wanna run outta the classroom far far away from their little tiny hands) and breaking up kinds kung fu-ing and literally peeling them off the walls they try to scale.

ahh... children!

makes me wonder why the cosmic intelligence gave ME a uterus in the first place... after this job i:m not sure i:m ever gonna use it!

gotta jet on my lil mama cherry over to louises... later later!